Archive - social deficit

things to do before you end it all

on reasons to stay alive and my gripe about su*cidal ideation.

Jun 13 •

May 2025

i love you. i hate you. i want to eat you whole.

on cannibalism and how your secret hater might be closer than you think.

May 19 •

we will never be those girls again.

on nostalgia, your ex-best friend, and how you can never go back (no matter how hard you try)

May 2 •

February 2025

my lover is a pearl. our bed is a shell.

on defending the body, bacterial puberty, and falling in love with a woman.

Feb 9 •

January 2025

it really is that damn phone.

on, digital anarchy, the aesthetic of revolution, and how we are becoming strangers.

Jan 27 •

congrats! you're a lesbian (or not)

on *the* masterdoc, internet lesbianism, and how to know you're an exclusive carpet muncher.

Jan 19 •

November 2024

i don't celebrate thanksgiving.

on indigenous existence, privilege, and turkey day.

Nov 28, 2024 •

sexless in the city

an open letter to white women on virtue signaling, womanhood, and the #4B movement.

Nov 9, 2024 •

on waking up this morning and the american nightmare.

Nov 6, 2024 •

October 2024

a letter to my ex's new girlfriend

on the cycle of domestic violence.

Oct 31, 2024 •

September 2024

goodbye summer, you absolute freak.

on being haunted by a *very* scary ghost in a foreign country, existential FOMO, and having an anxiety attack in a 7-Eleven

Sep 12, 2024 •

July 2024

time machines are everywhere, if you look close enough.

on something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue (and how rewatching a childhood show can resolve your daddy issues)

Jul 16, 2024 •

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